And though the tome talks about their “complex” on-off romance, John has insisted he hasn’t read the ebook as a result of he already is aware of what occurred in the course of the course of their relationship.
During a sport of ‘Never Have I Ever’ on ‘Watch What Happens Live’ on Wednesday (01.04.20), John was requested if he’d read the memoir, to which he stated: “I’ve heard about it. I’ve heard some bits. But as Pee Wee Herman says in ‘Pee Wee’s Big Adventure’ before the movie of his life is about to play out at the end, he’s not watching the movie, and the reason he’s not watching the movie, he says, ‘I don’t have to watch it, Dottie, I lived it.’ And I think that’s prescient here.”
In the book, Jessica claims John was “obsessed” with her “sexually and emotionally”, and stated that though they’d an on the spot connection, she typically felt insecure about whether or not she was “smart enough” for him.
She wrote: “I constantly worried that I wasn’t smart enough for him. He was so clever and treated conversation like a friendly competition that he had to win.
“My nervousness would spike and I’d pour one other drink. It was the beginning of me counting on alcohol to masks my nerves.”
The 39-year-old singer-and-actress additionally spoke about her relationship with the ‘Gravity’ hitmaker after the discharge of her ebook, and stated she “went back” to him “close to nine times”.
She said: “We had been nice at intimacy. We had been nice at loving one another.
“That was easy, but the relationship was very complex.
“It was all the time on once more, off once more, on once more, off once more.
“I went back close to nine times.”
The pair’s relationship ended when John dubbed her “sexual napalm” in a 2010 Playboy interview.