Flume – whose actual identify is Harley Streten – admitted he would drink booze and get excessive to make himself really feel assured sufficient to go on stage.
In a candid interview along with his associate Paige Elkington for her ‘My Friend Podcast‘, he spilled: “I mean I used a lot of alcohol.
“Like, when performing, I would drink to calm nerves.
“I would drink to make it bearable, which sounds crazy but really it’s the truth.
“I’m just not a performer and I’ve definitely used alcohol to feel comfortable on stage in front of people.”
Flume has changed his ways and no longer drinks before his concerts, but that hasn’t stopped him feeling anxious.
He continued: “Now I don’t drink before shows, because I kind of realised that was a pattern, and it was getting pretty bad.
“The second I enter the festival I’m riddled with anxiety.
“Even to this day, after I’ve done thousands of shows, I still get anxious.”
On how comparable his behaviour was to the ‘Wake Me Up’ hitmaker – who tragically took his personal life aged 28 in April 2018 – he mentioned: “I think people like Avicii and things, are literally the same as me.
“And he died because he was medicating himself just like I was, with alcohol, drugs, whatever. He wasn’t happy.”
Flume got here shut to quitting music till he determined to face his points head-on by seeing a therapist.
He mentioned: “I was at a point where I was like ‘I don’t wanna do this anymore.’
“When I have to use alcohol, like, I’m not having fun with this.
“I think I wanna quit unless I can figure something else out.
“I went to a therapist and I was like ‘I hate my job, and it’s f***ed that I can even say that because I have an incredible job that people dream of having.
“I feel like a bad person for saying that, but I love making music but I hate touring.’”
The ‘Sleepless’ star had doubts about occurring medicine for anxiety, however admitted with out it he would’ve had to quit touring.
He concluded: “I’ve at all times had anxiety issues, like social anxiety issues and I used to be actually towards taking something for it initially as a result of that’s my pure stance.
“Whether its meditation or practising going out and changing into snug with it over time like this was my final resort.
“Like actually if I didn’t go on this medicine, I might have quit touring without end.”